Lent

So I have some friends that give up things for Lent each year. Even though they are not catholic they like the idea of giving something up for a period of time and giving that time to Heavenly Father and prepare for Easter. For the last couple of years they have given up TV, games, and any other media items (movies, dvds, etc). I honestly don't think I could ever do that, but I liked the idea of giving something up for a period of time.

I have a few catholic friends and I discussed with them my ideas of what to give up and they agreed that it needed to be cold turkey and not just cutting it down for a while. One of my friends is giving up soda. Another is giving up Facebook. While I am already doing the first because I am back on Weight Watchers, I knew that Facebook would not be possible as most of my single's activites are announced on Facebook. So this year I am going to try this whole giving up something for lent. I decided that these two things will not only help me get back on my Weight Watchers program especially since I took a 4 month break (mentally, financially I was still paying . . .what a waste)




But I will also have another thing that I am giving up that will be like giving up Facebook or TV. I decided to give up Sweets and Games on my phone. While I am not some fanatical gamer, I do see a trend that I am spending too much time on my phone playing Words with Friends, Hanging with Friends, Angry Birds, Solitare, etc. So now every time I want to reatch for my phone to play some game I'll read some scriptures instead. As for the sugar part . . . it needs to happen to help me along my path to be the happy healthy person I want to be. I think this will help me in both endeavors to be closer to my Heavenly Father and prepare myself for this Easter season.

Dear Santa

Yeah I know I've been a slacker in the blogging area the last few months . . . maybe it's because I have been slacking on my weight loss program . . . never fear the holidays will soon be over and I can start all over come January.

So one of my friends so cute the last few years has written these rather short but sweet Dear Santa letters. One year she prayed for a safe trip home for the holidays (she's from wyoming and the winter storms get in the way a lot when she travels home for the holidays). Santa was kind enough to give her just that one year . . . another year she asked Santa for a boyfriend. . . and Santa did just that . . . not only did she get a boyfriend she got her husband. This year she is asking Santa for a job for husband. Seeing that she is pregnant and due in February she definitely can no longer be the bread winner and finding a job has been harder in this economy than normal (I completely understand that . . . I think it is somewhat an understatement when I say it has been harder than normal). Maybe she's got the right idea. Granted I stopped really believing in the big guy when I was about 6 or 7 thanks to my older sister who spoiled that for me. But maybe I shouldn't stop believing. ha ha ha So here I go

Dear Santa,

Please find me a boyfriend/husband for Christmas. I don't think it's asking a lot seeing is that I have been waiting a long time for this. I'm not too picky. All I ask for is someone that is a worthy temple recommend holder, easy to get a long with, doesn't have any major issues (ie: has a hard time sticking to the gospel teachings), isn't crazy or mentally not there, someone who will treat me the way I deserve, and someone who will be a good husband, provider, father, for me and my future children.

Love,

Erin

Before/After Fun

Monday I went up to my sister Alison's house. I hadn't been up there in awhile so it was good to spend time with her and her family. After we started getting the kids ready for bed, Alison & zipped off to get fabric at JoAnn's for the baby blankets that I am making for two of my friends that are pregnant. As we are driving over I asked Alison since she hadn't seen me in a while if she has noticed a difference with the whole weight loss thing and she said that she hasn't because she hasn't really been paying attention. She then started bugging me to see if I had a before and after pic. I said I have a before pic, but no recent after pic. I happened to be wearing the same shirt that I was wearing in my before pic. My before pic is the weekend of the mid-singles conference, I had gone to the Angel's game with my roommate. So she insisted on taking some after pics so we could see the difference. My after pic isn't that great. I hadn't done my hair that day and she said for me to take my hair down so you could get the whole effect. But you get the idea. It all makes it rewarding when you see the difference in front of you.

After on the Left and Before is on the Right

25.6 and Counting

I went to weigh in on Saturday morning and I am officially 25.6 lbs lighter than when started my weight loss journey a little over 4 months ago. I can hardley believe it. I am so totally stoked. I got a fun little charm to go on my key chain to celebrate my 25 lbs from ww.

How did I celebrate you ask? Not the usual reward of flowers, I went with my friends during Priesthood session to get a pedi and my eyebrows waxed. I also went out to eat. And while I wasn't completely on track for dinner, I felt like it was ok. It is ok to treat yourself every once in a while. Plus I had ran 4 miles earlier that day so I didn't feel quite as bad.

Here's to 25.6 lbs gone and 53 lbs to go. I am 1/3 of the way to my goal!!

Did you get it yet??

So I think it is kind of funny how Heavenly Father works. He will keep teaching us a lesson until we get it.

Well as you know I have ventured off in the uncharted waters of online dating. And since I am 30 I started thinking, well maybe I am just being too picky and that is why I haven't gotten married. So as I start talking to some people I think well I can over look this and I can over look that.

I taught the Young Women on Sunday about Marriage Standards. I gave them a Big Hunk and I said that although we are all wishing and hoping for the Big Hunk, I then pulled out these cute little sun glasses that I got from the 99 cent store with a little quote tied onto it saying "Look closely as you "eye" your prospective marriage partner. You will be yoked together for eternity. Be sure your "eyes" are on the same goals" I talked to them about setting goals like getting married in the temple and how I haven't compromised on that standard

Then the other day I caught myself trying to give a guy a chance, he was a member but hasn't been active for a while and started becoming active again recently, but obviously he can't take me to the temple. I was talking to my sister and she said the funniest thing. "Erin, I wish I could plop my brain in your head" Long story short she gave me comfort in rejecting someone because they don't currently have a temple recommend.

So needlessly to say I think the Young Women Message was for me just as much as it was for them. And it is like Heavenly Father is saying to me, "Duh Erin, Did you get it yet?" Yes, Heavenly Father, I got it. I started looking at guys profiles and if they say under the temple status side, "temple worthy no recommend, rather not say, etc." I don't even give them a second glance.

Top 10 Ten Reasons Why Online Dating Sucks

So I go back and forth between online dating. I sign up for a month and then I will walk away from it. I have always had mixed feelings about it. So just for your enjoyment pleasure I have made a list of Top 10 Reasons Why Online Dating Sucks.

10. Creepy guys from random countries try to get you to be their VISA ticket to the USA

9. Guys who are old enough to be your dad keep looking at your profile . . . REALLY?? You honestly think somone 30 years younger than you would be interested in dating you??

8. Instead of getting rejected just by one guy you get rejected by several a day. Whether it be that they look at your profile and don't do anything or you message them or flirt with them and they never send a response back. Great for the self-esteem. If you didn't feel bad about yourself before it sure will make you feel even worse afterwards.

7. You thought that dating in your ward was slim pickings try online dating . . . even slimmer than your ward

6. You can invent whoever you want online. So you may think you are talking to a real nice guy but really he's a creeper

5. Sometimes you get a guy who initiates contact with you and then once you start talking to the guy they go mute and you have to create the whole conversation. (Try IM'g with someone who doesn't help you carry on a conversation)

4. Guys online are just as challenged as guys in real life (meaning they are lacking a lot of social skills)

3. Essentially you feel like you are part of a Breakfast Buffet, They can puruse all of the pictures and pick which ones they like and don't like just like you would the Breakfast Buffet

2. People keep telling you that Online Dating actually works, including well meaning family members who just want you to be married and happy, but so far you've tried and you have yet to meet the man of your dreams.

And the #1 Reason why Online Dating Sucks is Online Dating isn't really dating . . . you still aren't going on dates. . . . so what's the point.

This isn't to make anyone who has tried and enjoys Online Dating feel bad. This is just from my personal experinece and I am venting.

Weight Loss Fizzle

Ok I know, most of you are probably thinking . . . not another weight loss blog. But I can't help it . . . it is what is on my mind.

Two weeks ago I hit 22 lbs. I felt amazing. I couldn't believe that I had lost that much weight. Shortly after I hit this big wall that I can't seem to climb over. It is like all that motivation to track and watch what I was eating and staying on the program just drained out of me . . . I just got this really bad attitude and said to myself. I don't want to track, I don't want to count points, I want to eat whatever I feel like eating. I went to my meeting on Saturday and one of the worker bee's (as I like to call them) told me that she sees this with so many people. When they hit 20-25 lbs they just seem to fizzle out. She made me promise that I would track and I did make the promise . . . but it is Monday and I still have yet to track and I still ate the two pcs of cake that were offered to me yesterday and I still didn't care about tracking and paying attention to what I was eating. Somehow I have to find the motivation and drive that I have had for the last several months. Maybe that is why I am blogging right now.

I know that 90% of it is all in my head and I have to figure out to get over this mental wall. I do want to achieve my goal, right now I'm just at a loss of how?